If at any point this week I am tempted to feel down, I can just think about how a couple days ago, I had Kelly Shibari’s glorious tits in my mouth. I can think about how weeks of anticipation built up to this perfect moment. I can daydream about when I was looking at her incredible eyes and having two dripping orgasms on Queerporn.tv. Needless to say I have been feeling pretty good lately.

It had been six years since I had had sex with a woman. Which is kind of strange, as I was 28 when I first started including men into my dating pool. Until then I was a total vagitarian. I guess I have been mostly a sausageatarian since?

Somehow I had forgotten how amazing sex with women is. How soft and delicious and yummy smelling they are. I remember it was lesbian porn that started my interest in porn. How To Fuck In High Heels and Sugar High Glitter City regularly made my undies slick.

I had for a while wanted to work with Courtney Trouble and was excited to get the opportunity to not only get to work with her, but to also have it be with the costar of my choosing: the lovely Kelly Shibari.

I had been in communication with Kelly about a shoot online for PaddeKink.com, but we had never had the opportunity to meet up. So I agreed to meet the night before at an Oakland storytelling event called the Shout. I had the opportunity to enjoy some great stories and sit in awe that I was hanging out with Kelly Shibari.

Later, over beer and pizza with her friends, I got to see that she was sweet, down to earth and a nerd. Hot nerds are my cocaine. I kept thinking some variation of the thought “Tomorrow, me and her are gonna be sexin!” I doubt I contributed that much to the conversation.

The shoot was at Mission Control SF, which is very discreetly tucked away. I had never been to the fairly large space. Rooms were filled with colorful suggestive art and bright linens. All the rooms hold several mattresses. Tables held bowls of lube packets condoms and gloves. I made a mental note to check out an event in the space on another occasion.

We had two hours to fit in our individual short interviews and photo shoots and our scene. This was going to be a scene for firsts. The first time I would be with a woman on screen, my first time with a Hitachi Magic Wand and Kelly’s first time as the dominant party. The whole point of the scene was going to be to make me cum. I was a fan of this idea, though I would have loved to have buried my face in Kelly’s pussy. She was wearing this sheer red dress that had all of my attention; I knew cumming wasn’t going to be a problem.

What I didn’t know is that her hands would feel so good inside me that I would forget that there was a camera and was just in my body experiencing pleasure. So many new sensations! Ours wasn’t going to be a girl on girl hardcore fuckfest. It was more sensual. Delightfully, we weren’t going to have a director telling us how to position ourselves, or stopping and starting the flow of the action in order to get the perfect shot. Courtney and her assistant were great to work with and the whole experience was very positive and laid back.

I was in a daze when the scene was over. I emerged with a huge girl crush on Kelly and was happy that we got to hang out and have down time with her after. I am glad I am returning to having fun with my job especially after the past few weeks. But there is still fun hot porn to be done. I am looking forward to the double trouble of working with Don Sir and Ms. Shibari in the future.